For The Baby's Brain

When we found out that we're pregnant, I got too excited that I think I planned most of the years to come. Expectant moms can't be more than too excited, can't they? Anyways, one of the things that I planned of doing during my pregnancy was to read to my baby and let him/her listen to classical songs. We'll that's two things.

I've started listening to classical music during my first weeks (as per daddy Mark's orders) and still do so today and will continue to listen to those when the baby comes out. I believe I'm already out-dated when it comes to songs that are being played nowadays. I'm stuck with these lovely classical songs that I play over and over again. Most of the songs are from Mozart, Bach and those kind of composers. They are very soothing and heartwarming. It relaxes my mind and sends me to sleep with no fail. I've read (and also what Mark told me) that these type of music is very good for the baby's growing brain. It is said to make your baby smarter, who wouldn't want that.

Classical Music for Baby & Mom

I plan on letting these music resound throughout our room when the baby arrives and hopes it soothes her/him as it does to me now. But then I've read some articles telling that there's this "white noise" that somewhat relaxes the baby more than any kind of music when the little one starts to be grumpy. It is said to be the most effective way to send the baby to sleep. The continuous sound of anything can be considered a white noise. From the nature's waves, the drilling of the wall, sound of the washing machine and even the vacuum cleaner is considered music to the ears of a newborn. Kind of weird but true.

White Noise for baby

Today, I found the book that I gave Mark, two years ago, as a gift. Entitled "Guess How Much I Love You". I think it's a baby book but nonetheless a very romantic book to give to a love one. For days now, I searched for books that would be great to read to read to my baby while the little one is still inside me. Top on the list is "oh baby, the places you'll go by Dr. Suess", but since I don't have that book yet, I'll stick to this one instead. It may not be on the top baby books for expectant moms but then I love the message of the book. I've just started reading it once today but plans on reading it again daily. But when I get to buy other books I guess I'll swap from one book to another so that my baby won't be bored with just one book. As if the baby will get bored, who knows.

Baby's first book

I found out that during the second trimester, which I am now, the baby can already hear sounds. Our little angel can already recognize mom and dad's voice. So by reading or singing to my baby when he/she is still in the womb will help him/her recognize our voices when he/she comes out. Ain't that amazing. I haven't really felt my baby's reaction to my reading but I believe he/she is enjoying it in there. Hopefully, my baby will continue to be a book lover when he/she grows up.

I love you right up to the moon --- and back!

Is It A Kick

Is it real or am becoming a little too excited about the kicking of my baby. I'm starting to feel a few small kicks (i think) below my tummy. I can't tell if it's just my grumbling tummy, the acid working inside there or really the baby is kicking. It feels like tiny flickering-magnetic energy inside me. Just like the involuntary twitching of the eye, the lips, a muscle and any part of the body. It feels that way. I've experienced a few of those so I was thinking it may be that. But then realising that I have a human being inside me makes me think otherwise.

I wonder if my baby will also show us his/her tiny foot like this

Mark, who is more excited than I, has the fervent belief that it is indeed the baby's kick. Whenever I tell him that I think I feel the baby kick, he'll immediately place his palm on my tummy. But regretfully, it doesn't happen. Naughty baby doesn't want dad to feel it though.

We're beginning to feel more and more thrilled for the coming months, with the baby's kick and all. Especially that on the 8th of May we'll be having our second scan. We're hoping to know the baby's gender by then. Mark's rooting for a boy and ofcourse I'm on for a girl. But whatever the gender be, our little angel will surely be a very special one.

It's A Fun Sunny Day

It's beginning to feel like spring now! Hoping for it to continue the next months. But knowing London's weather, I doubt.

Days before, we were already planning on park strolling since the sun will be up and shining as per weather forecast. Kew Gardens intrigued us and many were saying that it's indeed a very nice place. We booked our tickets the night before and printed it out. We weren't really sure if we can purchase the tickets upon entering at the garden so we opted to buy it online to be sure. It was 14.50 per person. We then searched for the route that we are to use on the day so as not to waste time going there. Thankfully all the tube lines and buses are working that day eventhough it's a Sunday. Woke up early, prepped ourselves, had breakfast and we're off to a fun day.

Rhea, Yric, Mark and I arrived at the Kew Gardens Victoria Gate at around 11 o'clock. There were already a lot of people in the queue, mostly older people and families. We then noticed that we can in fact buy the tickets at the booth. By the way, the garden is quite far from the Kew Garden Station. We passed by many beautiful houses and shops before reaching the garden.  Entering the garden, we were all awed. It was a very sunny but windy day. There were still not much of flowers blooming in sight but then it was a great scenery.

Entrance to Kew Gardens

Frist stop -- cafe. The four of us decided to fill our tummy first before venturing into our stroll. Ordered some cakes, sandwiches and coffee to warm the tummy. Then we're off the our walk. We're determined to cover the whole park for the day, but noticing the photo sessions we had at the beginning of the walk, we brushed off the idea of conquering the entire park. The guide map that was given to us upon entering was indeed an enormous help. We were able to visit (i think) all the main attractions that the park offers. It is a huge park and I suppose no one can wander around it in a day.

Cherry Blossoms in full bloom

We saw the Temple of Arethusa just outside the cafe. Took pictures around the lake infront where alot of ducks were having their afternoon swim. Went up the Temple of Aeolus then down the Davies Alphine House where a beautifully made trellis walkway awaits the visitors and the Rock Garden that is intricately maintained.

Alpine Davies House

Rock Garden on the left, Secluded Garden on the right

Around half past 12 at the Princess of Wales Conservatory, we were joined by LJ who was all famished so we again decided to head on to a restaurant for a quick lunch. We passed by the Secluded Garden where shabby wood patterns stood around a shape (not sure what it's called). Then we're off to the Orangery Restaurant, which we thought would be an orange building but instead a white one. The meal was sumptuous but the four of us, except LJ were not that hungry to be excited about the food.

Not wasting any time at the restaurant, we headed off to the Kew Palace & Royal Kitchens where there's not much to see. The only thing that caught our attention was that the palace is the one that's color orange. Funny. Anyways, we head down to the Queens Garden just at the back of the palace, which I thought was worth admiring. The bushes that was made into a maze with the statues at the back  and the orange-colored palace was picturesque.

Kew Palace

Queen's Garden

Huge tree we saw while strolling towards the Treetop Walkway

Off to the next destination -- Rhizotron & Xstrata Treetop Walkway. We passed by many families in the area since the Climbers and Creepers (a kid's playground) is located at that place. It was a long walk from the Queen's Garden to the Treetop Walkway but we were persistent on reaching that area. Seeing the walkway from afar, Mark was already a bit nervous and was ready to back out but I insisted that he come with us. We did manage to climb the treetop using the stairs (there is also a lift that can be used). Arriving at the top, I was exhausted and Mark was becoming more and more anxious. He ended up staying at the beginning of the walkway while Rhea, Yric, Lj and I took the walkway experience. It was an exciting adventure. We realized that when you are just standing steadily you would feel it shake but when you are moving it's just like walking on a flat platform. Upon reaching the beginning of the walkway, I saw Mark holding the rails tightly. It was a funny sight but then I hugged him for I know that he was really nervous. (Sorry baby if I urged you to go through that. But know that you've been a very brave man joining me up the treetop. I love you!)

Treetop Walkway

Relieved to set his foot on the ground again, Mark was ready to go to our next journey. I teased him when he was looking for the map but then cannot find it. I told him that it was left up the treetop and he needs to get it. He just said that we can manage to go through the park without it then. Funny.

Pagoda

Tired and hungry (again), we continued our journey and passed by the Temperate House. We were not that much eager to go inside so we decided to pass it off and continue to the Pagoda. It was beginning to feel chilly and the sun's almost down but we're determined to finish the walk. We reached the Pagoda where we set up our mini picnic blanket, had some chips and rested for awhile. Around half past 4 in the afternoon, we all decided that it's time to go home. We first headed to Nando's for our last meal of the day and then off to our sleeping place.

Overall, it was a very nice and exciting day. It would be nicer if it weren't that chilly but then the weather was tolerable. We all enjoyed the nature-walk and was well-fed the entire day. Hoping for the next sunny day-out soon!

Maternity Pants Are Sexy

My belly's getting bigger and bigger as the day comes and I cant help it. Even my regular leggings and tights are beginning to tighten around the belly. I wasn't really planning on buying maternity clothes as I've read that they tend to be more expensive than the regular clothing.

I realized that having these regular leggings and tights will do me and the baby no good. So I opted for maternity pants. A month ago while scanning through the displayed items on the rack at H&M, I bumped into a mama tights. I smirked as I was expecting a "maternity thights" not "mama tights". Oh well. It was a relief knowing that a store like H&M sells maternity items. I didn't bother to get any as I wasn't really planning on buying one. But today, I ended up having 3 pairs of pants and a leggings.

Maternity pants at it's best

I didn't realize until recently, that they can be so comfortable and sexy! Believe me they are sexy. I'm so happy that I'll get to wear pants again. I'm not really the dress/leggings type of girl, it's just now that my belly is growing that I decided to forego my pants. Now that I have my sets of pants and leggings, I can feel great again! Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I feel the opposite for these past few months because I wasn't able to wear any pants. It's just that I feel more at ease and attractive in pants. 

Kudos for the maternity pants and leggings! 

Sew It All The Way

I now have my very first sewing machine. Yay! 

Thank you so much baby!!!

So today the sewing machine I ordered online came in the post. I bought it at Sewing Machines Direct  the Janome 2070 model. It came with freebies so I adored it more. I'm not really an expert sewer and I have no idea what brand or model is good for beginners. I spent a week or two browsing from one site to another checking reviews and blogs about the numerous kinds of sewing machines out there. I cannot just buy one without knowing anything about it. I was choosing between Singer and Brother as these were the only models I'm familiar with. But then there were alot of reviews that Janome is a nice brand for beginners, so I went on an searched for that brand. 

I ended up purchasing this Janome 2070 and finger-crossing for a swift sewing experience, as per reviews online. 

My very own sewing machine!

With its freebies

I've had my share of sewing back in the Philippines with the old fashioned one (owned by my grandma) and also an electric one like the above. I was hoping to rekindle that sewing-energy inside me, if there is left. I applaud those who get to make different things from sewing. From blankets, aprons, toys, clothes and so on. I'm not planning on doing this for a living but who knows, maybe if I get to be as good as those professional sewers out there, I can make and sell the items I make. Bravo. 

Since we're expecting, I plan on sewing some baby items. Blankets, bibs, burp cloth, hooded towel to name a few. If I master the sewing practice, maybe I can do some baby clothes and shoes. That would be absolutely fun and adorable!

I'm just waiting for the fabrics that I've ordered and then I'm good to go. Can't wait for the finished items! 

Ten - Twelve - Fifteen

I enjoy looking at pregnant women taking photos of their babybump each week. You can really see how the belly is growing... fast. I did my own babybump photo sessions, Mark as my non-so-professional photographer but an eager one.

So here's my babybump photos during the 10th, 12th and 15th weeks. 

10 weeks (23feb13)

12 weeks (09mar13)

15 weeks (30mar13)

I'm very anxious and ecstatic for the coming months! Seeing my belly grow makes me realize that the next years will not be the same but in a very grateful way. Looking forward for the kicking of the baby. Most expectant moms and moms that I've talked to said that it's the most wonderful feeling in the world --- feeling your baby's first kick.

What's Happening?

Yesterday, 1st of April, Mark and I decided to finally go to Westfield to satisfy my cravings (yes, at 15 weeks I'm still having cravings. Is this normal?) for pretzels and frozen yoghurt. Since it's a bank holiday, some of the tube stations were closed for the day, so we opted for another route. Thankfully the mall closes at 9pm on that day, so we have plenty of time.

Upon arriving, mark asked me what I want to do first. While others would say, "let's shop!", my very first words were, "pretzels!", which made us both giggled. Ofcourse, were off to find my pretzels. No one messes with a hungry pregnant lady. Having the parmesan and cinnamon flavored pretzels on my hand, I let Mark guide the way. I'm not really in the mood for anything at that time, expect to get hold of those yummy pretzels.

yummy!

As for Mark, he was very eager to visit each and every shop and look for any bargains he could get. We did explore most of the shops. First stop was at Nike store where Mark was intrigue by the personalized shox Nike shoes. He had doubts buying so we proceed to the next store. Finally got to buy a few pieces on sale at Burtons. One happy Mark. Still not satisfied with his purchase, we managed to have our last stop at Next where he got a new pair of casual jacket, not on sale, but worth the price. Still a hungry pregnant me after finishing the 2 pretzels, we had our late lunch at Yo Sushi. (Forgot to take picture of the place  though) It was a bit pricey for a couple of maki, sashimi, yakisoba and tempuras but still a treat for our hungry tummy.

I was starting to feel a bit light headed at that time but I managed to finish my lunch. But I was envied by how Mark was munching through his food. How I wish I could eat that way again. It's just so frustrating that when I'm about to eat, I have all these thoughts that I'm gonna eat alot but when it's the actual eating time, I lose the appetite. What's going on? I thought this things would be over as long as I've gone passed the first trimester. I'm on my 15th week now but most of the morning sickness dilemmas are still there and some I've only experienced just now.

So, after having a tummy-filling lunch, we decided to go straight home as my headache is becoming worse. But then we came across a frozen yoghurt shop. Not to be missed ofcourse. Even though I'm totally full, I forced Mark to buy me the smallest size they have, just to satisfy my cravings, while I bought another set of parmesan and cinnamon pretzels to take home. One spoiled mom, that's me!

Refreshing!

I finished my yoghurt before we head home but my head was becoming worse and worse. I felt like it's beginning to crack. I was afraid that if I ride through the tube, I would vomit. Luckily I didn't. I just chewed on a few candies all throughout the travel and thankfully, we arrived home without creating a mess. When we arrived home, that's when I rushed to the toilet to vomit. It was alot, I think. I wasn't prepared to look at the things I vomited. Who would be eager to see those things? It was a very awful feeling.

It somehow eased my headache and uneasy feelings inside my chest but still there's the unwell feeling overall. I decided then to have an early evening. Cuddled on my bed with my pyjamas while listening to classical music to soothe my mind.

I was just thinking if having this headaches for quite sometime is normal for all pregnant women. I'm still not sure what's causing this. Is it something I ate, something to do with the weather or maybe something I did for the day. Also the vomiting, I hate it. I just wish it would stop. Then last easter sunday, 31st of March, I felt something that I've felt for the first time. After doing my usual ritual at the toilet, I ended up lightheaded in the room. My head was spinning, the sounds around me became really soft and I felt like I was in slow motion. Then suddenly I felt a pain on my chest and running through the back. Mark was worried because it can be a heart problem. After awhile, maybe 10-15 minutes, I was back to normal. Mark took my blood pressure and it was fine. What's wrong with me?

We are scheduled to meet with our midwife this 25th of April, so we're hoping to get some answers then. Praying that nothing is seriously wrong with me and my pregnancy.

One Excited Dad

Who would have thought that Mark is as much excited as I am in this pregnancy. When we first got in touch with our baby's first ultrasound photo, I was very eager to post it online but Mark was apathetic about it. Saying that he first want to buy a baby shoe similar to ours and to take a picture of those. So thought of sharing my baby's first photo on facebook was postponed. But I was too excited not to share it. Instead, I shared it in instagram and privately with our family and close friends.

Then just this morning, Mark decided that he wants to do an April Fools prank to our friends in facebook by posting our baby's ultrasound photo. Nice one Dad. Not one thought that it was an April fools prank. Thankfully.

Our baby is loved!

Two hundred twenty two likes, forty six comments and counting. Our baby is famous! Mark was so excited with every like and comment that pops in his notification bar. I was also very excited ofcourse. It's just so overwhelming to know that alot of people (family, friends, acquiantances, colleagues) are happy and looking forward for our little angel. I'm sure baby will be showered and surrounded with lots and lots of love and affection when he/she goes out in this world.

Can't wait to spend the coming years with you, 

our little bundle of joy!

A Baby Inside Me

So the fear of not having a baby inside my tummy is finally gone. Thanks to this modern invention called ultrasound. Funny and weird but true. Before my first scan, I have this thought stucked in my mind that maybe there's no baby inside. Aside from the usual pregnancy morning sickness that I was feeling, I can't feel anything human inside of me. Talk about paranoia. I wonder if most of the first time mothers out there felt the same. Anyways, now I'm fully aware that I'm indeed gonna be a mom.

I can't possibly find the perfect word to describe how I felt. Who would have thought that it can be an emotional encounter. Sadly Mark wasn't able to see the baby during the scan as he was just coming off from work the same time my scan started. He got to see the ultrasound photo though.

It was a cold windy morning but I pushed myself to get up from bed and prepare for the scan. Prepared breakfast and took a bath. Carried with me all the necessary documents I need for the appointment, a liter of water (to have a full bladder for the scan), and a banana (incase I got hungry). I decided to book a taxi rather than to take the bus as I was running a bit late. Quarter past eight was my appointment.

Arriving at the hospital, the first thought that came in was to inform Mark, so I texted him. But I hurriedly went to the reception area to let the clinic know of my presence. I was expecting to be seated for awhile but to my surprise, I was ushered into the scanning room a few seconds after I arrived. I even asked the ultrasound guy (not sure what to call him), if we could wait for Mark before we begin our scan but since I arrived a few minutes late, he politely declined my request and went on with his job.

He explained about the scan that would be done which is the Nuchal Scan, an early detection scan for Downs Syndrome. This is usually done during the first trimester of pregnancy. I was 13weeks and 4 days at that time. Honestly, I was a bit anxious when he started putting the ultrasound device on my tummy. In my mind, 'what if no baby appears on the screen'. Silly me. So I was in awe when I saw the little angel on the screen.

Our Little Angel

I was teary eyed but I contained myself. Blame it to the hormones. The baby was kicking and moving his/her arms while the scan was being done. I think he/she will be one handful kid. He (the ultrasound guy, sorry I forgot his name. I'm not really good in names right now) measured an area from the back of the baby and somewhere (also not good in medical terms) there which will be used for the detection of the downs syndrome. He told me that the baby is perfectly normal. All the parts are formed now and still growing. As for the downs syndrome, the results will be out a week after that said scan. Based on the ultrasound my estimated due date now is 21st of September, which was earlier than my first estimated due date which was on the 26th of September. My midwife also told me that the baby can come out three weeks before the due date.

It took us roughly fifteen minutes to do the scan then I was told to wait at the reception area for the documents. Exactly when I went out of the scanning room, I saw Mark. The nice lady at the reception even asked the ultrasound guy if Mark could see the baby on the screen since he was late. Gladly the guy approved and we were ushered into the scanning room again. The guy inside explained some of the things that were explained to me earlier but canot do much in showing Mark the actual moving baby on the screen. Hopefully he'll see the baby on the next scan.

We waited at the reception area and purchased a ticket for the photo of the scan. It costs 3.50 per photo. A few minutes later, we were given the documents back and then off to schedule my next scan with is on the 8th of May. We went straight to the antenatal clinic which is just across the ultrasound clinic, for another blood test. This one's much faster compared to my first blood test and the nurse took only a bottle for the sample.

Before I took the blood test, Mark and I first met with the midwife on duty and was given the blood test result from last weeks and explained to us that I was low in haemoglobin and needed to take some iron. The midwife then gave me a ferrous sulphate to be taken twice daily and told to ask for a GPs prescription for the same iron medicine when I consume all of the medicines given to me. Then she said that I was also a possible carrier of alpha thalassemia which is a blood disorder common in Mediterranean descent that is caused by the weakening of the red blood cells resulting to anemia. Having said that, the midwife advised us that Mark also undergo a blood test to check for the status of thalassemia in his blood. If the result turns out to be positive, we will be transferred to a specialist to concentrate more on that kind of disorder.

It took us an hour or two for that appointment and head home to show our family the first photo of our little one. So exciting!

It was definitely one of the most memorable moment of my mommy-life. Heartwarming and exciting. I was telling Mark about the kicking and moving of arms of the baby during the scan and I saw that he was also very eager to listen. Even before my scan, Mark was absolutely sure that the baby inside me is going to be a boy, and now after the scan, he's more sure that it's gonna be a boy coz of the movement that the baby made during the scan. Told me that it's gonna ba a very naughty boy, just like his dad. Oh no. Whatever it may be, a boy or a girl, we're praying that he/she will be a healthy baby.

Can't wait for the coming months where I can feel the kick of my little one. For sure that would be another memorable milestone.

Mom & Dad Getting Fit

Even before, I was always conscious of how my body would look like. A few sag under my chin or arms, around my thighs and most especially on my belly is a horrible no-no. I have tried everything from dieting, gym sessions, belly dancing, jogging, even starvation (which is really horrible) just to achieve my desired figure. I guess it's not a very healthy regimen.

Mark, on the other hand, has never been conscious about his appearance. Talk about oozing self-confidence. He's got no super-toned body but he love it just the way it is. Good for him.

Since we found out that we're expecting, a lot of changes happened, which is inevitable. We've had many talks about almost anything, especially on my pregnancy. From the purchase of baby items, saving for the future, labour, delivery, waking up every few hours to feed and change the baby, and more endless topics. We both agreed that it'll be a very difficult and tiresome life ahead of us, but definitely worth looking forward to.

So to start off, we vow (hoping to stick to it) to get physically fit before the baby arrives. Since the cold weather doesn't permit us to walk or jog outside, we decided to purchase some exercising tools to help us achieve our goal.

Pull-ups & Pilates

Pull-ups for him while I do some pilates. There's also the elliptical trainer/stationary bike that we purchased last month (i have to take a photo of it and post it here). I sometimes do the elliptical trainer but since it's placed upstairs, I find it too lazy to go up and do it. While the pilates, I can do here at the comfort of my own room. Hopefully after my first trimester, I can eradicate this laziness covering my entire body and exercise more often.

Mark has done the elliptical several times already, he says it's very good for cardio, which I believe I'll be needing during my labour and delivery. He tried the pullups as well, but got body aches after so he hasn't tried it again recently. I told him that he needs to build up his muscles coz he would be carrying the baby around, carrying bags and stuffs if we plan to go out with the baby, and would be doing much more chores when I near my delivery and for the few months that the baby arrives. Poor poor Dad.

As for me, I thought pilates would just be an easy-breezy thing --- wrong! It took every inch of me to do each movement. I'm not even sure if I was doing it the correctly, especially the breathing in and breathing out portion. But I think I have inhaled and exhaled much more air when I did the pilates than my normal days. A good thing. What I observed when I did the pilates is that it relaxed my entire body (I was yawning at the middle of the session, and end up having a very good sleep after), and it eased and released more air from my body (through burping and farting) which helped me big time since I have experienced alot of tummy-bloating the past three months.

Exercising can really do you good. While the equipments we have here are enough to build up for breathing and strength, walking and jogging outside would be much better. Hoping for a much better weather for the months to come.

Stay Fit Everyone!

Midwife Duty Calls

So, earlier today, 12th of March 2013, we had our first Midwife Appointment. Quarter past 10 in the morning at Northwick Park Hospital, level 4 Antenal Clinic.

NP Hospital

We prepared ourselves starting 8 in the morning and we're off to the hospital at 10:15am. Luckily we got at the bus stop in time for the 10:30am bus. Arriving at the hospital, we searched for the Antenatal Clinic referring to the letter which states level 4. When we came face-to-face with the elevator, a big "number 4" was locked before our eyes. We are at level 4 already. Funny, because it seems to me that that level was supposed to be level 1. Maybe there's a basement of some sort. Anyways, we were there and right on time.

There were already a lot of mommys and daddys at the waiting area but still not ver crowded as we get to have a seat. I approached the reception lady and told her about my 10:45am midwife appointment. Asked for my appointment letter, my passport, and I was advised to take one of the empty urine sample bottles in front of me and take a seat.

Appointment Day

I was eager to take alot of photos for my blog, but Mark insisted that I don't. It may be against some rules or something. Observed some of the mommys in the area and watched the show just to pass the time. After 15 minutes, a lady called my name (at first I was hesitant because I wasn't sure it I heard my name correctly), and then she asked for my urine sample. Oopsy, I haven't done it. Thankfully, Mark bought a bottle of water and I started drinking it when we arrived, so my bladder is somewhat full to fill the sample bottle. Approached the same lady after, where she ushered me in one of the rooms and took my blood pressure, height, weight and tested the urine sample. She was a very nice lady, in her 40s I think. I had difficulty in understanding some of her words but I get the sense of the message she's trying to relay.

After that, I was asked to wait again at the waiting area to wait for another call from the reception. Then  my name was again called and I walked towards the reception lady where she asked me to check if the name and birthday on the label is correct. Inquired when my last period was and if I was having any problems during my period. Went back to our seat shortly after.

This time, we waited for about 30 minutes before we were called by another lady. This time it was my midwife. We entered a small room where she and her colleague started asking questions and congratulated us for our first baby. Daniella was one of the midwife, but I forgot the other one (sorry, it was kind of difficult to pronounce). But they're both very nice and compassionate midwives. Daniella was much adept to the system while the other lady was I think just starting with the hospital so she needs Daniella's help while we do our appointment. Both are in their 40-50s, I suppose.

It was a very long and paperwork-full but a non-boring day. I guess I was too excited to get bored. There were many things that were discussed, mostly I didn't even remember. I also permitted to do blood samples for varied tests (HIV, hepa, etc etc etc --- i can't remember most of it). I hate needles, but this one came out nicely, it was a bit painful at first but tolerable. They filled 5 blood sample bottles, placed my details on it and we get to have the results this 20th.

Blood Sample, Yellow Book, Booklet Samples

My personal details and Mark's were taken and also family histories. They also asked about my pregnancy, how I was feeling for the past few months, any bleeding, and so on. Summarizing it all, they told me that I was perfectly healthy and to just continue eating anything in moderation and to exercise to gain more strength in preparation for the delivery. They talked about the available breastfeeding sessions and other pregnancy sessions that are being offered in the hospital, the vaccines that I can take if I wanted to (which will not affect my baby and me), the first scan (Nuchal Scan, a scan for early detection of down's syndrome) that I'll be doing, the succeeding appointments that I'll be having, the different ways and places to give birth and all sort of things. I was also informed that I will be having a shared care -- from the midwives and from the GP. If everything is perfectly normal, the midwife will be handling it and specialized doctors will only come in if something goes wrong.

I was also given a yellow book to take with me every time I visit my GP or midwife. There's also loads of booklets and information leaflets that we're handed to me, which I get to read only a few days after. The session took about 2 hours I think and I was famished when we got out of the clinic. Had a sandwich and a coffee at the nearest hospital cafe and waited for the bus home.

For me it was an exciting experience. I think all of the appointments that I'll be having would be an exciting experience. Talk about the thrill of having a first baby, who wouldn't be awed by that. Come the 20th is our first scan. I'm not really sure what to expect (and I don't want to expect anything), but I'm just ecstatic to be seeing my baby for the first time. Mark is, too. Can't wait!

Bad Hormones

I'm beginning to think that this is not gonna go away any moment soon. What's happening? 

For the past week, I vomited three times, which is not a very nice feeling. Had headaches for days but is very thankful for Mark's head massages that somehow soothes the pain and puts me to sleep. My body was not really in tune with doing anything right now. I had diarrhoea, which is very odd because I've read that usually pregnant women experience constipation rather than diarrhoea. Sometimes, I lose my appetite, but I force myself to eat even a small portion. My superpower senses is way up high -- I can smell, feel, taste and hear everything in a maximum level. Not a very good thing.

I thought since I'm nearing my second trimester, I'll be done with these hormonal changing sickness. I think it's getting worse. Hoping it will be over very soon. I just want to move and eat normal to stay healthy and strong for my little baby.

I feel sorry for Mark because I always make him do things that I myself can do on my own before. Like, getting my robe, charging my gadgets, getting a glass of water, taking my shoes and jacket off, cooking our meal, turning off the lights, and the list goes on. Thankfully, Mark is the epitome of patience and gentleness. Don't worry baby (Mark), I'll make it up to you soon, I promise! I just need to pass through this first trimester and everything will be alright.

Soon-To-Be-Mom Surprise

It's Mark's day-off --- meaning we can snuggle in bed all day long. What a wonderful day to start! But it didn't stop there. I heard a sound from my phone and came a message from Tita Edith and greeted my a Happy Mother's Day. I almost forgot, I am to become a mother very very soon. Oh happy me! I also greeted her and went back to my happy place -- lying on the bed with my husband.

Late in the morning, my tummy went grumbling so we decided to prepare some breakfast. As i opened the door, these got me by surprise!

Mother's Day Surprise from my Housemates!

Aren't they the sweetest! Days before, we were thinking of what to get Tita Edith for Mother's Day, we even wrote messages on a card for her. But I didn't expect that they also have these in store for me. Thank you so much my dear housemates! I'm sure the books will be very handy and the flowers and cards are wonderful.

It's just so heartwarming that those once strangers are now family. Ready to lend a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on, a gesture to surprise you. I'm thankful that apart from my family back home and Mark, they are there for Mark & I, especially now that another part of the family is coming. What a great blessing!

Happy British Mother's Day you all! 

Freebies for Mom

Last week I received a booklet from my GP packed with loads of information for mom-to-be, Emma's Diary. A very informative book indeed. Every mom-to-be should have one of these. Details from the stages of pregnancy, down to the essential baby items and other important pregnancy stuffs are nicely written in this little book. It also has a website where you'll find much detailed pregnancy discussions. While browsing through the pages, I bumped into one of its pages with freebies on. Who could resists those things. I read through the page, followed the instructions and was excited to claim my very own freebie.

Book from my GP

The other freebies requires registration with their websites and purchase of some items, but there's this one that needs only the filling up of form and you get to claim your gift pack in any argos or boots store. So i tear up the pages and started filling up the blank pages. It was just yesterday that Mark and I get the chance to walk around Harrow Town Center, so I took the opportunity to visit Boots and claim my gift pack.

My mum-to-be freebie

It looks nice, right. I was awed when I received it because I was expecting just a small bag with maybe a few baby product samples. It may not be as grand as everyone thinks, but it's a nice gesture and it's free. Who wouldn't want that. 

The items included inside the bag are: some leaflets with discounts, 2 pcs disposable breast pad, johnson's baby products (baby booklet, baby wipes, baby oil, baby bath soap, and baby nappy cream), cocoa butter cream for stretch marks and nivea body oil.

I still have another gift pack to claim but I have to wait till I'm on my 27th week. Maybe the items inside that bag will be of use to me during those weeks then. I'm looking forward to having that as well. 

Enjoying Pregnancy!

A Gift From Hubby

Something came in the post today, and it's for me! 

Thank you so much baby! I was telling Mark that I don't need another phone 'cause my blackberry is still in very good condition. But he insisted. Who am I to deny myself of this treat.

So Mark got me my very own Iphone5, which I am very thankful for. I was teasing him that maybe he doesn't want me meddling (which I do alot) with his iphone anymore so he bought me my own. I admit, at first I was very hesitant with the idea of buying another phone. But when I get to pry into the stuffs that this thing can do, I find it hard to put it down. Poor Mr. Blackberry, sitting relentlessly on the side just waiting for his battery to run off to get another recharge. Oopppsss...

My screen

In just a couple of hours, my screen is packed with an assortment of applications. Someone's overly excited. I haven't tried lots of them, but some are my daily companions. I absolutely love the communication apps. Skype, Viber, Tango, Fring, Oovoo, I have them all. I'm very fortunate to have all these kind of media to communication with my family and friends back home. Then there's the social media section: facebook, yahoo and gmails, lookbook, blog, pinterest, and my recent favourite Instagram. 

There's also the games, books and entertainment (radio and tv apps) to keep me sane. Ofcourse, who would leave out photo editors and collage maker in their must have apps. Then there's the very helpful travel guides, maps, bus and train schedules, weather app and all other basic applications. And since we're expecting, I decided to download pregnancy and baby applications that can be handy during my pregnancy and when the baby arrives. 

There are still loads of free applications out there. You just have to find what suits you and your lifestyle. 

The Doctor Is In

It was our first antenatal appointment, yey! I was really excited and anxious at the same time. I don't know. There's just alot of things going on in my mind. Anyways, Mark and I woke up around half past two in the afternoon and was ready to go at half past three. We were scheduled to meet our GP at four in the afternoon at Northwick Surgery. Suddenly, my phone rang from an unknown number. Answered it hurriedly and found out that it was the clinic. To inform us that our appointment was being rescheduled for the next day as Dr Zaidi, the doctor who's supposed to meet me, was in a meeting. We were disappointed but left with no choice, we agreed to have it the next day at 10:10am.

Mom & Dad all prepped up

Since Mark and I were all prepped up and good to go, we decided to go out and hed to the mall. Half way through our journey, my phone rang and it was the clinic again. The same lady asked me if I could do a 5:00pm appointment with Dr Zaidi. We agreed ofcourse. But before heading to the clinic, we first stuffed ourselves with some hotdogs and fries at St Anne's. One happy tummy. We head down to the clinic at around quarter past four in the afternoon.

Upon arriving in the clinic, I notified the lady at the reception about my appointment and was told to have a seat and wait to be called. There were alot of patients already. Babies, moms and dads, and there were still more coming in and out of the clinic.

We were called up by Dr. Anjum Zaidi 15minutes after we arrived and was ushered into her office. Dr. Zaidi is in her mid-fourties, I assumed, and has a welcoming aura within her. A nice thing. Her office was not really an organized one but it's an office alright. I was asked to sit on the seat next to her and congratulated both Mark and I for having our first baby. She then scanned through her computer and asked some information she needed for my file. She then took my BP and said that it was fine. Asked for my last period and told me that I'm almost 10weeks, and that expected due date is on September 16, 2013. Gave me a pregnancy book that I should read that could help me through my pregnancy. She also issued an exemption card for free prescriptions during my pregnancy. Then she informed me that I was to wait for a letter or call from the hospital for my next appointment that would take place in my chosen hospital, which was Northwick Park Hospital. After that brief encounter with her, that's it, we're off home.

First GP Appointment

I was expecting an extensive check up with my GP but ended up with just a confirmation from a GP that I am indeed pregnant. I was informed that I would be having my blood and urine tests as well as my first ultrasound in the hospital. I just can't help but compare the process of pregnancy appointments here in London and back in the Philippines. Mama and my sisters back home were saying that it's taking too long for me to have a proper pregnancy appointment. I've also asked a few of the pregnant ladies who's friends with Mark, and they told me that this was really how it works here. You can't just go to a hospital and ask for an ultrasound or a test. Appointments are important and so is having a GP.

Anyways, I just have to wait a letter or call from the hospital and hope that it would come the soonest. I'm feeling good with my pregnancy right no, no serious complications whatsoever. Thank God. But I just want an assurance from a professional that my baby is doing fine inside my tummy.

Not Feeling Well

I am not really in the mood for any blog writing right now. I feel like my entire body is always drained out. Headaches, body aches, lose of appetite. I'm not really sure what's wrong but I'm guessing it's the hormones. Mark was also teasing me that maybe I'm just nervous for our first GP appointment that's why I'm experiencing alot of things lately. I just hope that nothing's seriously wrong. That it's all part of this morning sickness dilemma.

Heart Day is LOVE Day

Been seeing alot of valentine-related posts in facebook as early as the 13th of February but it didn't bother me at all. As everybody keeps on saying, it's just like any ordinary day, a Thursday. Besides, EVERYDAY should be a LOVE DAY, right.

Mark of course didn't forget, he greeted me with the sweetest kiss and hug before leaving for work. All alone in my room for the whole day, I began to envy those people who post photos of their valentine surprises from their special someone. Oh my. I just wish Mark could be one of those surprising-type of guy, which unfortunately he isn't.

To please myself, I browsed online to check out things Mark and I can do this weekend to celebrate our post-hearts day. Then I came across the Harry Potter Studio Tour. Not really the most romantic way to  celebrate valentines day, but a fun way for sure. Also, we both love the movie, so it's a win-win. Read through their site and asked Mark if he wants to do the tour this weekend, which in turn he agreed on. The typical me looking for a way unique way for us to have a good time, and Mark just agreeing on it. So it's a date. We just have to purchase the ticket beforehand and we're off to the magical world of Harry Potter.

Having satisfied myself with the post-valentines date plan, I forgot all about the cheesy posts in facebook and dozed off until we left for Dollis Hill to celebrate our own valentines the pinoy way - Bulalohan style! Tita Edith, Yric and I headed to the place while PJ and JR followed around six or seven in the evening. We had a great time and one overly-satisfied tummy. Upon arriving home, I hurriedly changed into my sleeping clothes and went straight to bed to rest my tired legs and stuffed tummy. Then a few minutes after, Mark arrived. I wasn't really expecting but was somehow disappointed that he didn't even bother to pass through a store and bought maybe something to give me on this time of the year. So sad. Oh well. Gave Mark a kiss and a hug and prepared him his dinner. We stayed at the kitchen for sometime while he eat his dinner and said that he needs to study and answer something for his study day the next day. I was really exhausted that time and want to snuggle on my bed but decided to join him in the kitchen.

It was getting late and my body wants to feel the warmth of the bed now. Went to the toilet and when I came back, thankfully, Mark was finished. It's half past 11 now. When I opened our bedroom door...

There it was lying on our bed. Two bouquet of pretty flowers, a cute teddy and a card tucked inside a bag. What a wonderful surprise! Mark caught me off guard. I was speechless. I just hugged him and kissed him and asked alot of questions. Who bought it, when was it delivered, how did it came to our bedroom, and the questions came rushing in. Mark was laughing at me and asked me if I thought I would not be having any presents on this special day. I said yes because I was expecting a post-valentines date so receiving it minutes before the end of the 14th made my heart melt and my eyes twinkle. I feel loved and so blessed to have such a wonderful husband! Mark can be really unpredictable at times, not to mention unromantic most of the times. But when he do make one, it's absolutely an A+ for effort.

Thank you so much baby! These made my day. You never fail to surprise me in your own special way. I love you so much and will love you to infinity and beyond!

Happy Hearts Day everyone! 

Hope you had your own romantic surprise!

One Satisfied Preggo

February 7 Thursday

Woke up late, tired and famished. It's around 11am and my body still wants to rest but my tummy is saying otherwise. My tummy won ofcourse. Ate corned beef, egg, rice, pusit dipped in vinegar and oranges today. Wasn't really hungry now that I'm infront of different kinds of food. But I'm definitely craving for an ensaymada and chakoy. It's a bread that has margarine and sugar on top and tastes really yummy with cheese. Since we don't have them here and neither Mark nor I can make one, I tried satisfying my craving with a piece of bread and a powdered milk and milo. It somehow did the trick but  after a few hours I was still yearning for the ensaymada and chakoy. Sad sad morning.

What frustrates me more is that most of the posts in facebook involves food. Food that are so not instantly available here. It made me crave more. My sister, Ate Manlette, also added to the frustrations I had. She told me that her husband, Kuya Mike will be eating siopao and goto. Argh. I want some. He also have easy access to Pinoy store so he's able to buy any pinoy food he wants anytime he wants to. In my case, I have to travel atleast 45minutes just to get hand of the pinoy foods that I crave for. So disappointing.

Thankfully, one of our housemates, Tita Edith, decided to cook lumpia. Hoping this one satisfies all my cravings. It did. We ate at around half past seven, and I've eaten alot. Rice, lumpia, chili sauce and all. Without taking my eyes off my plate. That's how hungry I was and how desperate I want to be satisfied, food wise. I ended up with some oranges and a few gulps of juice. Yummy. Now I now my baby loves oranges and lumpia. I also noticed that I always itch for something sweet but I try to deny myself of that urge coz I heard that too much of those during pregnancy can be harmful for both mommy and baby. But once in a while I do give in to those sweet urges.

I haven't experienced any discomforts today, just the usual exhaustion and burping. Over all, the day was a satisfying one. Hopefully for the next coming days, I get to satisfy my palette again without being grumpy and all.

Daily Pregnancy Diary

February 5 Tuesday

Wasn't able to eat alot during breakfast, again dozed off for 3 hours after Mark went off to work. Hungry as usual upon waking up but couldn't decide on what to munch into. Instead of hijacking the fridge, I opted to clean the bathroom and our room. Weird, I know. Thankfully, one of my housemates was as hungry as I am so she cooked. The kitchen was covered with savoury air, one cannot resist. As I wait patiently, sitting on the one of the dinning chairs, I nibble on an orange. Then lunch is served, yey! On the menu is battered prawn and chopseuy (a filipino version of mixed vegetables). I had to start stuffing myself before my little angel inside me decides that he/she don't want that food. Alas, I had eaten more that time than the previous days combined.

I've noticed that when I eat I should eat fast if I want to eat everything on my plate, otherwise I would be leaving almost half of it untouched. I'm not really sure how that works but it does work for me. Also, I love oranges, as compared to any other fruits. But as to other savoury dishes, I can't pin point yet.

After that heavy lunch, the next thing that I usually do is sleep (again), but I chose not to. I think that's a very unhealthy thing to do, isn't it. So, I walked around the room, did some not-so-strenuous exercises and watched some tv series, until Mark went home from work. Not a very productive day at all.

February 6 Wednesday

Mark and I were to go back to Northwick Surgery for our GP Registration Appointment. We are also going to book my very first antenatal appointment.

We were awaken by the call of Ate Tatet and her precious little girl around 6 in the morning. I was still too sleepy to get up that early but was overjoyed when I saw baby Bella. She's grown alot already from the day she was born. We also told Ate Tatet that we're expecting. It was nice seeing them via facetime since we won't be seeing them personally for a long time because of the baby.

I was craving for a pancake so I asked Mark to cook some for me. By the way, Mark was telling me that I was laughing while asleep a few hours before I woke up. I wonder what I was dreaming about that made me giggle that way. Oh well, its nice to know that I'm happy even when I'm asleep. That's good for the baby, right. Then, another funny thing is that, last night was the second time I dreamt of having a baby boy. Mark was telling me that it's a sign that we're gonna have a boy. Personally, I don't care if it be a boy or a girl, as long as he/she is normal and healthy.

Back to our breakfast. Mark prepared some pancake while I poured some cereals and fresh milk. When the pancake was done and I looked at it, I don't want to eat it anymore. Now it's Mark duty to finish it. Poor baby. Another funny thing is there's a piece of leftover chicken in front of me, I don't know why but I don't want it there. I don't want to eat it either, so Mark decided to throw it instead. Poor chicken. I've eaten almost half of the cereals then peeled my favourite fruit --- orange. Then that's it, my tummy cannot take another bite.

Prepared myself to go to the GP but this time I wasn't feeling well. My head is aching and my body wants to lie down. Seems like my comfy bed is calling and trying to convince me that I'm better off sleeping than walking outside on a windy afternoon. I decided to drink a paracetamol and forced myself to take a bath. To cut the long lazy story short, we walked from home down Northwick Surgery amidst the chilly windy gloomy day, registered with the GP and booked an Antenatal Appointment.

On the way home, I felt the urge to refuel my tummy again so we ate at this Chinese restaurant called Taste of China. It was a not so fancy restaurant that serves good food but a it pricey, I think. Anyhow, we ordered wanton soup, spring roll, pineapple rice, sweet and sour pork and apple juice. I loved the food! Happy mommy and happy baby! Even before my pregnancy, I always loved anything with sweet and sour sauce. I just love the sweetness and sourness flavour combined. Now that I'm having a baby, I'm thinking he/she loves that combination as well. Nice. I was even saying 'uhm ahm' after ever bite. Can anything be more delicioso than that. Stuffed and satisfied, we went home and now I'm writing this blog while Mark is busy with his Guild Wars game.

As of today and yesterday, I didn't experience any unusual and unhealthy discomfort aside from the laziness that strikes me everytime I see my bed. But there's one thing, I suppose, I always have difficulty in pooping. I'm afraid that if I push too hard to release my poop, it will hurt the baby in some way. I know, that's nonesense, but it's the way I feel. Still, I do poop daily so it's a good thing. I think I just need to drink more fluids and add more fibers to my diet for easy discharge. I think that's too much information. I'm going to stop now.

Experiencing First Trimester

I'm beginning to think that I've talked too soon about not feeling anything unusual during my pregnancy. Since the start of February, I think I began to feel the so-called "morning sickness" which by the way shouldn't be called by that name coz its a whole day sickness.

I always ask myself why it has to be this way. Why can it be just a normal day for a pregnant woman.

(Summarizing my daily experiences since February 1)

Almost every morning I don't feel like getting out of bed. When I feel hungry, there's always the urge to  taste everything in sight, but when I start eating it I don't want it anymore. Then I crave for some other to please my palette. Unfortunately, nothing seems to please me and it's so disappointing. In the middle of the day, I always end up taking a nap even though I didn't do anything physically draining.

February 1 Friday:
Had cereals, egg and choco drink for breakfast and prepared myself to go to the mall. Horray! We are to meet Thom at Westfield Shepherd's Bush, to help him pick out a suit for his prenup photoshoot late this month. While the boys, Mark and Thom went on with their suit-hunting, I was pleased to be left behind and do my own wardrobe hunting. One happy preggo. To cut the long story short, Thom got his suit, Mark was satisfied with his shirt and sweater purchased at Hollister at a very incredibly low price, and as for me, as I've said earlier, one-happy-preggo. Weird, how shopping can help pregnant women forget about their pregnancy discomforts. I should do this more often.

February 2 Saturday:
One of my housemate was cooking and i was awaken by the smell which was not an aromatic one according to my senses. Weird thing is that, before my pregnancy that same smell was the usual smell I always come in contact with when I'm cooking. But now, it seems like everything smells differently, everything smells bad. Then I asked Mark to get me a piece of that thing that's being cooked. Had a very small bite and then poof that's it I don't want it, I want another one. Mark decided to make me an oatmeal so I tried it also. Thankfully I get to eat half of it at least my tummy is happy.

February 3 Sunday:
Mark and I attended a birthday party later that night and I was really hungry when we arrived. So when we're asked to help ourselves with the array of food on the table, I didn't argue with them. Took small portions of each dish and placed it on my plate and begun munching my way to yummyland. I was still aching for more but sadly I think my baby doesn't want to. So I ended my meal with a few spoons of chocolate cake and thats it. When the other visitors who came late started eating, I was tempted to join, but no, my baby don't want another bite. How sad for mommy.

February 4 Monday:
Wasn't in the mood for a big hearty breakfast early this morning but I tried filling my stomach with a slice of sandwich, cereals and grapes. Slept for 3 hours after Mark went off to work, then woke up with a grumbling tummy. Prepared myself a whole sandwich, an oatmeal, some grapes and a small cupcake. I decided to cook some kare-kare for dinner, so when it was done, I have to try it so I did. The above-mentioned list of food items may seem aplenty but believe me they aren't. For a regular non-pregnant human being, it's considered an appetizer. More of an on-the-diet-person-meal.

I'm not planning on having a diet, not this time of the year. I know that my baby should have all the vitamins and nutrients it needs to grow fast and healthy. But I'm not sure if I'm giving my little angel enough of those because of my being picky. Hopefully, my doctor can address these problems when I get to have the appointment with him/her soon.

Another thing that's somewhat bothers me is that every after meal I burp a lot. I was thinking that instead of vomiting, I do this. It's not a burp after a full meal because I never am full after every meal, I'm feeling it's an indication that I have a lot of air inside my tummy and have to release it. Which can be very embarrassing. Imagine a lady burping like a gigantic man. That's how loud my burp is. Not to forget the bad smell of gas I release without any warning at all. How sexy is that.

I just hope that I can somewhat overcome these stage in my pregnancy. I'm sure every pregnant woman go through this phase but can there be an easier way through it?

Adorable Little Rascals

Mark and I attended a first birthday party last night, February 3, 2013. Andres Mateo is the cutie birthday boy. We were the first to arrive, which was not a bad thing. I get to take pictures with the Andres and had some time to play with him. He's one energetic boy, a handful as they say. Around 6:00pm, one by one the guests started to arrive. Mingled with friends and met new acquaintances.

Happy Birthday Andres!

It's always fun meeting new people. You get to share experiences and stories. Especially now that we're expecting our little angel soon, I'm always eager to talk with moms and listen to their share of motherhood stories. 

As Mark and I silently observe the mischievous actions of the vibrant little boys, Andres and Malachi, so many thoughts came popping in my head. Nice and funny ones. How can one be ever prepared to handle this kind of bubbly little ones. Running and crawling from one end to the other. Grabbing things and putting them into their mouth. Crying one time and laughing the next. Could anything be more mind-wobbling than that.

While listening to the varied conversations, I overheard someone said that being a mommy is a 24/7 job, especially if you're a working mom. Being a full time wife and soon to be mom, I'm thankful that I get to spend my 24/7 with my husband and baby. But kudos to all working moms out there! Right now, I can not exactly tell how difficult or easy it is to be a wife and a mom, but I'm sure it's a tough and fulfilling job.

Andres + Malachi + Zach

Kids will be kids. Being naughty and nice are just some of their characteristics that parents have to deal with. As all of the parents always say, kids do grow up real fast. Just like the blink of an eye, the little angel who came out from mommy hours ago, turns into an independent and mature adult. That's inevitable. That's life. As a mom, I think all i need to do is to be around my baby during his/her growing years. Enjoying everything with my baby. From the pleasant things to not so pleasant things. Teaching him/her right from wrong but at the same time giving him/her enough space to grow on his/her own.

Dad's Reaction

I promised myself that I will document all the things that has got to do with our little angel. Moments like this comes by only once so it's a fun way to keep the memories to reminisce in the future. 

Here's a video of Mark's reaction when he saw the wallpaper I made on his computer.

He didn't understand it at first, so I have to explain it still. Anyways, I enjoyed seeing his reaction. He looks like a baby being given a box of candy. I'm pretty sure our baby will also enjoy seeing his/her dad's reaction when he/she gets to watch this.